COnfused

Who am I ? The most difficult question that I shall ever have to answer . I am a sum of parts ....rather than a whole .... a cluster of incongruent parts constantly striving against each other to become the 'me' of that moment ...for that day .

I do not know me . How can i be so diverse and complex when i profess simplicity on the outward face ... ? How can i be equally attracted to polar opposites of entities ... I am an amalgamation of contradictions ..... What surprises and worries me ... Is the fact that ... none of these different me's is the dominant 'me' .

One part of me says I am a burden to my friends .... that i should really care for people more... the other part says i already care too much .......... One part of me is able ,upfront and confident ......... the other ..... a confused entity sulking all day long . One part of me says I have a good life .... the other want's to run away and be 'independent' .


Many things influence ,inspire and leave indelible impressions on our lives .... every day .... something is added to our self . We may not notice it... But every day we take a new form ... one that is unique ... one that we have never been before.

Who shall i be when i wake up tomorrow ... ?? I do not know my friend . :-)