Security lost ... Deserted and Left

The peace has Left this place ... Peace has Left without a trace .
Yet Innocence searches for a quantum of grace and solace .
This land ,My land has been swept away by the Tide Of Times
...As I keep searching for a line that rhymes ..
To Express to you... The Hatred of losing my lovely Land


Who robbed this land of it's character ?
Why do people around me keep leaving this place .. ?
Friends ,relatives and neighbours ... some i've known for years ...
Some more recent... Yet they are leaving just the same !!


Who has failed to keep up the promise that this land once held ?
Is it the people ? The Government ?
Who has made this state Just another dying race ?


I look around me ..In search of Hope ... But there's none to find. ..
When my friend's keep leaving ... why should I be Left behind ?
In this life ... sentiments have no place ...
Reasonableness is the call of the hour ..the Day !


This land is lost ... Too much is wrong .
An irreversible cycle has been surreptitiously put into place ..
Secretively a new order has emerged...
One that wields it's ugly head time and again .
This land is lost ... It can't be reclaimed ...
My friends..


I can see Doomsday looming large.
But I can't warn you ...
I can only silently watch ..
As this Plague destroys my land till nothing is Left .
Oh ! But there's nothing Left in this place .


Hope the powers that be .
Realize their mistakes...
Hope they reverse this the cycle of Hate ..
But its only a foolish dream
Words i say out of sentiment ..
And sentiments have no place ...


I long to be at peace ...
One day ..I shall have my peace......
But .. Not Yet ..
Not yet ...

COnfused

Who am I ? The most difficult question that I shall ever have to answer . I am a sum of parts ....rather than a whole .... a cluster of incongruent parts constantly striving against each other to become the 'me' of that moment ...for that day .

I do not know me . How can i be so diverse and complex when i profess simplicity on the outward face ... ? How can i be equally attracted to polar opposites of entities ... I am an amalgamation of contradictions ..... What surprises and worries me ... Is the fact that ... none of these different me's is the dominant 'me' .

One part of me says I am a burden to my friends .... that i should really care for people more... the other part says i already care too much .......... One part of me is able ,upfront and confident ......... the other ..... a confused entity sulking all day long . One part of me says I have a good life .... the other want's to run away and be 'independent' .


Many things influence ,inspire and leave indelible impressions on our lives .... every day .... something is added to our self . We may not notice it... But every day we take a new form ... one that is unique ... one that we have never been before.

Who shall i be when i wake up tomorrow ... ?? I do not know my friend . :-)