This post is to impress upon you my new found sense of "Hey ...i'm growing up ! " . It has been an eventful past couple of days . Well eventful by my standards anyways .
Managed to keep myself off a street fight (yes yes...a real one... brash punk and i took it well) and accepted two difficult facts ,responsibilities (and i would like to think reacted well to them ) that i would have had much greater trouble dealing with before. So yeah ... i'm glad about how i conducted myself over past few days ..something i havn't been for a long while back .
Maybe its got to do with the global economic downturn..people losing jobs ..worrying about their futures that has given me this new found sense of greater self importance as opposed to the previous worried hallowed sense of impending doom.Now that everybody else seems to be worried it makes me less worried.... Or maybe its because i am slowly teaching myself of letting go of this fear of failure i've held all these years . Slowly but surely i'm learning to let go of false hopes and expectations from people.... and more importantly ....... from myself !
College re-opens tomorrow ..and well i do love college ... so damn much . (sarcasm ..laugh u ) .. It shouldn't be bad ... will continue with the formula adapted for the last couple of semesters ... "no lab .. no use going to college" .I'm telling you .. with all these 'couples' in class its quite awkward entering it .... don't know quite where to look ... every angle seems to have a different posture from one of those newly built lover's parks being enacted ! ... (okay ..now laugh ) !
Having got THAT outa the way ..as i was saying ... I seemed to be growing up ..
So many things to be thankful for ... and yes it was a REAL street fight i managed to wage off with my super cool patience in the face of blinding hate from a drunk idiotic punk .....be it at the cost of being at the receiving end of a few choice words ...Hmm..can't have it all my way .
Now as i keep congratulating myself for finally learning to understand reality better .... you guys wait patiently for my next post ... which shall be just as nerve racking ,enthralling , practical ...cogent discourse... Cheers ... n till we meet again ...Good evening ... Good afternoon ... and Good Night !
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7 comments:
12th because .. err GMT ??
P.S: Please don't reply wid retaliatory comments on my blog ..
nd hey nice post ..the part wre u r less worried bcos ppl arnd u r more worried ..hmm .. nd ya we all knw hw much u love ur colg , or calcutta , or nething for dat matter .. cheers!
@ shoaib .... thanks man... if only everyone understood me so well :)
must be great time for you...college re-opens...
...and the poet is back to his poetry...bt r u less worried wen ppl r more worried???
ah love this one...projecting towards a bunch of ppl who take thngs as it comes...nd yes why worry 4 this economic downturn...this is nt an end of anything for a college goer
@soumabha ...my ans to ur query is a :-)
@ sudip ... projecting towards a bunch of ppl who take thngs as it comes.. dint get dat ...
n yes ...why worry ... b carefree ... enjoy ! :)
Every single moment that we spend growing up...is a moment well spent...of realising and...may be a little pretending..what comes in between is your point of view and associated course of action...
trying to differ from the naked 'animal' like creature we were born as...in our journey to become more human and humane...
cheers...
@ krishanu ... arre baap re .. etto bhabini ... jus blurted out wat i felt lik :-)
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